Its on like Donkey Kong!!!

Just like the title says it. He thinks he can win at this game, he has other things coming. Wants to tell me that it is me that he isn't romantically inclined. HA!!! He doesn't have one romantic bone in his damn body. And if anyone reads this, I am sorry if I offended you, wait a minute, NO I AM NOT!!! this is my blog and I am posting whatever I want because I need to get things off my chest.

DH: What do you mean I don't show you I appreciate you?

ME: Umm because you don't. Everyday I take care of you and our daughter and all you wanna do when you get home is get on the computer and check out your little car forum.

DH: No I don't, I say hey baby and I love you and stuff like that.

ME: OK so you do, but do ever just say hey how was your day, even though you know I was stuck here at the house doing wifely shit and taking care of the baby? NO you don't, and do you ever once say WOW babe, thanks for cleaning up the house, thanks for making sure I have clean clothes and food in my stomach and the list goes on and on...NO you don't. Do you ever just come home from work and take the baby and say hun, just go take a shower or take an hour or so to yourself while I watch her....NOOOOO YOU DON'T!!!

DH: Damn I didn't think I had to do that, I thought you knew I appreciated all of that.

ME: Well after 4 years of the same crap everyday, over and over again, sometimes a little word of appreciation goes a long way....and you know what? don't let me get started on the whole not really showing me your attracted still either because that right there is a whole nother argument in its own.

DH: What you think I am not interested anymore.?

ME: Well you know what, lets just say that this conversation is over with and your taking the baby tonight, and your feeding her, and your giving her a bath, and your making your own diner. Good night! (I made sure she was buckled in her highchair and gave her a hug and a kiss goodnight before leaving her with her daddy, so don't be thinking I just handed her off)

That's about how much I really DONT GIVE a flying pigeons butt right now about anything my husband has to say. Why do men have to be so ignorant and just without a clue. OF COURSE you have to tell us, even if its just once a week or once every two weeks. The little things matter the most.

OK sorry I had to get that out because I have been sitting here our room pondering if I really wanted to just pack up mine and the baby's stuff and leave while he was sleeping or if I wanted to blog about it and get it off my chest so I can start a new day with a better attitude. I do feel better now, hopefully he sees after tonight what I go through in a day with the baby, and that wasn't even close to a full days worth.

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When at home all alone

That's when the feeling of loneliness really hits you. Even though you have someone very close and dear to you. It creeps up on you like a black whole. I know my marriage is strong and my husband loves me and I him, but I swear there are times when I feel like I am the only one here. Like nothing about me matters. Everything else in this world is more important. When this happens, all I wanna do is think about what it would be like to be with the one other person, besides my daughter, in my life that means the world to me. This post is probably going to open those feelings of guilt, feelings of lust and of course those feelings of "what if". Nothing of course is going to make me do anything against my husband because I am very faithful. But like I said in my first post, this is my chance to just vent and get things off my chest.

Every time I get left at home alone while he is out doing whatever he is doing...like hanging out with his friends, playing his playstation games...I just imagine what it would be like if me and "him" were together. Lets call "him" Tommy...now remember we are just calling him this, his real name is DEFINITELY not Tommy.

I imagine if we had gotten together when we had a chance almost 4 years ago if we would be the ones who were married, if we would even still be together, or the feelings that we got for each other would still be there. Either way, I ALWAYS imagine the same thing over and over again. When I actually see Tommy, all I can think of is ripping his clothes off and just making sweet sweet love to him. I never know if it is a love feeling I have for him or if it is just lust...but either way, my mind goes crazy just thinking about him touching my body. Him kissing my lips...the feeling of him just holding me and telling me how I make him feel. It makes me really cry sometimes to know that Tommy is sitting there at his house feeling all alone too. Even though he too has someone, there is no love in their relationship and it is just such a mundane life everyday. He deserves so much better than that.

"Tommy" if you ever read this, just know that you are worth way more than what she makes you feel like. You are one of the greatest human beings that I have met in my life, and I THANK YOU for everything you did and have done for me since we met...because without any of it, I would not be the person I am today. I truly do have love for you in my heart, and it will never be gone...nobody can take what you and I have away.

.......Introduction to Me.......

Well lets just say I am a stay at home mom and I have learned that if you do not get any other connection to the world besides your husband and your daughter, you do end up going crazy, little by little. I still breastfeed and my daughter is going to be 7 months old in 2 1/2 weeks....if you got something to say about that...go sit on a cucumber and spin.I am not actually saying who I am just because this blog is going to be my way of venting and getting away from everything. There might be some CRAZY crap on here, so be pre-warned. Also there will be just things that I feel like bloggin about...Well lets say I have a beautiful daughter and wonderful husband who I love dearly. I live in Florida.. I will keep ya updated on my life as it happens. I am also, in my eyes, GLAMOROUS!!!